friends.

i don't have a lot of friends because i don't trust too many people. i've come to realize that no matter how good a person i am, people are still going to talk negatively about me. it's funny though because i learn things about myself i never knew. the culprits are mostly females who have a brain the size of an almond and who love to gossip and create fictitious stories in order to gain attention from other mindless individuals. since my first year of college i've gained & lost "friends" and i really couldn't be happier. God has a funny way of letting me know who's real & who's not. the two females who i can honestly say are 100% real are my girls lyn & kim. through all of our fights & arguements, we've never let that get the best of us & always talked out our problems. they've been better friends to me than anyone i've ever known & continue to show me the true meaning of friendship through countless ways. they both put a smile on my face when i'm in the darkest of moods & are always willing to give me the truthful advice i need but don't want to hear. they're not afraid to tell me like it is and i love them so much for it. i couldn't ask for better bestfriends. i love you both so very much.