today.

so today my mom was asking me if anythings been going on w/ me lately. lol i thought it was funny cus she knows everything that's been going on w/ me. yet someone said i posted something on my facebook that made me seem like i was on the verge on committing suicide. really? i mean i know i been havin kinda sad shit lately but if you know me you know i would never do anything like that. i love my life too much & the people in it. most the times my statuses be song lyrics anyways. which brings me to another point.. someone posted a question on my formspring that was like "wat meds are you on cus ur crazyy. no boy likes crazy girls". LET ME MAKE MYSELF CLEAR ONE TIME AND ONE TIME ONLY - whether or not i'm going through shit that has me makin statuses that sound sad or w/e is no one's business but my own. i'm not writing them to make you comment on it or ask me what's wrong. i don't care about your opinion i just simply write. reason why i'm on this blogspot in the first place. i'll admit i do have temper tamtrums that even i would be like bitch wtf but unless you know everything that's going on in my life, you have no room to say shit. plus, everyone knows i'm on my happy tip wayyyyyyyy more than my sad one. i'm sorry i'm a girl w/ feelings and alotta estrogen that gets emotional way too much for her own good. it comes w/ having a vagina. get over it! don't worry about me and continue to do w/e u do in your life.... which obv. isn't much since you feel the need to ask me anonymous questions on my formspring. i guess you think you're better than me? idk but quit that shit cus i will let you know that 1. you're not. 2. i don't give a fuck what you have to say. and 3. you're probably a simple minded individual w/ nothing better to do then pry themselves in other people's business. here's a tip - get a hobby. read a book or something. enrich your vocabulary and stop wasting your life worrying about others. thank you! :D

okayyyy so now that i said that lol i think i should write something positive.

i FINALLY got my license today lmao. i waited long enough. =/ hey i know what you're prob. thinkin.. you're 18 w/ no license. what a waste of time. but idgaf what you say, i was scared of taking the road test lol i sucked at parking & three point turns. BUT NOW, i'm a professionall. and i'm not the only who was slacking. i know someone who's older than me and doesn't even have their permit. :O

now i need your help!

i was looking at my old myspace music page & i can't find the cd anywhere w/ the song i uploaded to my music page. and that sucks because i LOVE that song! i just can't download it cus idk who sings it and idk how to download songs from myspace. i thought i had a program but it was a complete fail and waste of download. so if anyone knows how to download from myspace or has a program that actually works, please let me know! :D thank you.

ahh... just the thoughts of a complex individual. one day at a time.